Showing posts with label growing up. Show all posts
Showing posts with label growing up. Show all posts

6.15.2010

Bow & Quiver



Today I'm dreaming of archery. Growing up I took lessons on how to shoot a bow. I used to love it so much. My old bow is at my parent's house, but I wish I had it with me here today. Adventure.

4.29.2010

Bad Boys


Hey all! I just wanted to share this post. I found it to be a good reminder to not settle for just anyone when I get into a relationship again.

Cassi

11.02.2009

On this day:

Why do I make decisions like I do?
I seem to do it for my circle of influence.
Not for me.

I'm happy.
And I think I could be happy just about anywhere.
Doing just about anything.

But I'm not.
Because I am who they all want me to be.
I'm not me for me.

I sit down.
I don't want to have to stand up.
Make a choice that is my own.

I'm selfish.
I'm determined to have my way.
But I don't know how.

I want so much.
So much of everything.
To make me happy.

A few nights ago I did something that was completely for me. It felt so
good. I did it because I wanted to. I was determined I would accomplish it.
And I did.

I need to do things like that more often; get out of my comfort zone
and just go for it. I need to have goals that I can achieve with what I have
right now. Not goals that I'll accomplish when I get more money, am older,
etc. Goals that are for me here and now.

I sure do wish I had the power cord for that electric keyboard...